scabs
I appreciate the feedback. From his site and several others the closest common diagnosis is that I have a OCD. I'm going to start searching threads along behavior modifications to that "condition". Consciousness of the problem/effects, attentiveness and intentionally stopping does not help. I pick until it hurts. The origin of the scabs dates to miniscule injuries or pimples on my scalp that I never seem to be able to let the natural course to heal. In the course of the past 5 years of the life of this behavior, no new sites get to heal, so what started as one tiny pinhead size clear"scab' - I think maybe a lymph rather than blood based scab, like a grain of fine salt, eventually gets to be a 1/4 " diameter skin cell and a bit of blood. the compulsion to scratch begins with a sensation at the location, then I seem unable to resist exploring the my scalp for other site.
If anyone has any success in addressing this sort of behavior I'd like to know. What hasn't helped me may help someone else.
I appreciate the contact & information over the time I've been a member.
Krcaddis...
I appreciate the feedback. From his site and several others the closest common diagnosis is that I have a OCD. I'm going to start searching threads along behavior modifications to that "condition". Consciousness of the problem/effects, attentiveness and intentionally stopping does not help. I pick until it hurts. The origin of the scabs dates to miniscule injuries or pimples on my scalp that I never seem to be able to let the natural course to heal. In the course of the past 5 years of the life of this behavior, no new sites get to heal, so what started as one tiny pinhead size clear"scab' - I think maybe a lymph rather than blood based scab, like a grain of fine salt, eventually gets to be a 1/4 " diameter skin cell and a bit of blood. the compulsion to scratch begins with a sensation at the location, then I seem unable to resist exploring the my scalp for other site.
If anyone has any success in addressing this sort of behavior I'd like to know. What hasn't helped me may help someone else.
I appreciate the contact & information over the time I've been a member.
Krcaddis...