FallingFlame
Member
hi my name is tyler and i'm sorry if this is somehow posted in the wrong place but i have a problem. I recently smoked weed on the weekend and ever since then i've been going out of my mind recalling horrible memories from a bad shroom trip i once had two months ago and the thought burned into my brain that the life i'm living now is all an illusion and i'm gonna wake up in some hospital somewhere or on the floor unconscious and dying and sometimes i get these panic attacks and this weird feeling in my stomach and i feel like im going to go crazy and its killing me i only smoked weed rarely and this wasnt my first time and its been 3-4 days since i used it and im also afraid i somehow unlocked some kind've mental disorder and that i'm gonna have to live with this forever and i really need someone to help me or give me some advice i just want to enjoy life again and see it how i use to because right now it's a ****ing nightmare i've lost my appetite and feel like i'm going to break down soon.