allmadeofstars
Member
hello...i am incredibly messed up and have been for years - severe depression, anxiety, insomnia, eating disorders, body dysmorphic disorder, ptsd, and most recently for the first time in my life i have developed paranoia, not hallucinations, just extreme paranoia, (i think i have no privacy even when i do - i feel that i am being watched and listened to all the time even when i am in my room alone.)
i also have had dental problems since i was a child, needless to say i had parents who didnt really do what they were supposed to so i never learned to brush my teeth. now i am 26 and my teeth are literally falling out. i dont speak about this to ANYONE ever, it is the most shameful, disgusting, pathetic part of myself.
i have not seen a dentist since my teens because of bad experiences there. i know when i see one eventually, i will become the laughing-stock of the dental staff, i will be the running joke of the office clientele. im not naive.
my question is...can severe tooth decay and/or gum disease cause any psychological symptoms? i ask because my life only gets worse and more dreary each year. i gave up on my teeth, just like everything else, but maybe if i try to fix whats left of my teeth my mental symptoms might not be so severe? i have been disabled for a few years...a very depressing fact in itself. i am on medi-cal and have been told by several people who work in health services and are familiar with the one and only dental place here that takes medi-cal that the only option they choose for any tooth that is infected it to remove it. i am scared because i know they will have to remove all of my teeth, or the vast majority, and i am not sure if medi-cal is going to buy me all new teeth! it seems like that would be too expensive for them! and i guess i have put it off for so long because i know i will have to become a shut-in (again) if i do not have any teeth.
i attempted suicide last year and i am just trying to stay alive in case i'm supposed to have children.
right now, it doesnt look like it. my hair is falling out and my body is malnurished from all of my combined symptoms/disorders/illnesses/problems whatever you call them and i am not sure if i will be able to have a child.
but just in case i get lucky one time, im asking about this now.
thanks.
i also have had dental problems since i was a child, needless to say i had parents who didnt really do what they were supposed to so i never learned to brush my teeth. now i am 26 and my teeth are literally falling out. i dont speak about this to ANYONE ever, it is the most shameful, disgusting, pathetic part of myself.
i have not seen a dentist since my teens because of bad experiences there. i know when i see one eventually, i will become the laughing-stock of the dental staff, i will be the running joke of the office clientele. im not naive.
my question is...can severe tooth decay and/or gum disease cause any psychological symptoms? i ask because my life only gets worse and more dreary each year. i gave up on my teeth, just like everything else, but maybe if i try to fix whats left of my teeth my mental symptoms might not be so severe? i have been disabled for a few years...a very depressing fact in itself. i am on medi-cal and have been told by several people who work in health services and are familiar with the one and only dental place here that takes medi-cal that the only option they choose for any tooth that is infected it to remove it. i am scared because i know they will have to remove all of my teeth, or the vast majority, and i am not sure if medi-cal is going to buy me all new teeth! it seems like that would be too expensive for them! and i guess i have put it off for so long because i know i will have to become a shut-in (again) if i do not have any teeth.
i attempted suicide last year and i am just trying to stay alive in case i'm supposed to have children.
right now, it doesnt look like it. my hair is falling out and my body is malnurished from all of my combined symptoms/disorders/illnesses/problems whatever you call them and i am not sure if i will be able to have a child.
but just in case i get lucky one time, im asking about this now.
thanks.