I struggle with self-esteem issues, I know this. A friend recently told me that my jealousy towards my boyfriend maybe indicative of a much larger underlying problem that I should perhaps look into, but I'm not sure if I agree. I think my concerns are legitimate.
I am jealous because I found out that my boyfriend's ex-girlfriend is living in his apartment in Moscow. She was supposed to move out in March and April, but she is still there, and I have warned him that if he returns there and lives with her, that I will freak out. I think it's fair for me to demand that he not live with other women.
I am jealous because before meeting with my boyfriend he asked me if I would be willing to have a three-way relationship with this ex-girlfriend. I absolutely refused and warned him that if he asks me anything like this again then I will end the relationship. I just found out from a friend of his that the reason they broke up was because she is a lesbian and was not physically attracted to him, or men in general. Maybe this request was an attempt for him to reconcile things with her? I have no idea....
I am jealous because we are on an island with a lot of women and he looks at them and comments on them from time to time. This is my weakest complaint. He's a man, I don't mind if he looks at other women, all guys do. As long as he doesn't act on it. I don't mind so much.
I am jealous because my boyfriend has an unshakable need to help damsels in distress. This is probably again a cultural difference. He is often sending money or allowing other women to live in his apartment and it bothers me that he gives such large gifts to others. It's good that he is a generous person though, I don't think I want to change this.
I am jealous because my vacation with him is ending and there is the possibility that I may return with him to Moscow. However, if this ex is still there, because she is apparently in a bad situation with her life and he needs to save her. I'm afraid of all three of us having to live together in his small apartment, with her puppy making a mess and his smoking habit. I think I will go crazy.
I am jealous because we share computers and he swears to me that he doesn't correspond with her, yet I saw an open email in his account directed to someone that might be her... After an almost sleepless night and some depression I have come up with two resolutions that were able to calm me down and let me sleep.
One, was that I would join this forum and try to seek unbiased, non-judgmental opinions on my situation. Resolution two, I will spend today applying for jobs, so that I don't find myself in a powerless position, and especially not a powerless position in Moscow, where I might feel that my choices are limited.
See it's complicated because if I ask him to kick his ex-girlfriend out of his apartment, then he calls it emotional blackmail. It puts his ex in an even less powerful position and makes me look like a bad / insecure / selfish person. It's a guilt trip. If I go along with the situation then I run the risk of going completely crazy, which will surely send me packing and ruin our relationship. He may then feel guilty, but then it would be too late.
I don't want to give an ultimatum or anything like that. It's not my personality to try to control someone, but I really don't want to live with this other girl.
Please help. Thanks..
I am jealous because I found out that my boyfriend's ex-girlfriend is living in his apartment in Moscow. She was supposed to move out in March and April, but she is still there, and I have warned him that if he returns there and lives with her, that I will freak out. I think it's fair for me to demand that he not live with other women.
I am jealous because before meeting with my boyfriend he asked me if I would be willing to have a three-way relationship with this ex-girlfriend. I absolutely refused and warned him that if he asks me anything like this again then I will end the relationship. I just found out from a friend of his that the reason they broke up was because she is a lesbian and was not physically attracted to him, or men in general. Maybe this request was an attempt for him to reconcile things with her? I have no idea....
I am jealous because we are on an island with a lot of women and he looks at them and comments on them from time to time. This is my weakest complaint. He's a man, I don't mind if he looks at other women, all guys do. As long as he doesn't act on it. I don't mind so much.
I am jealous because my boyfriend has an unshakable need to help damsels in distress. This is probably again a cultural difference. He is often sending money or allowing other women to live in his apartment and it bothers me that he gives such large gifts to others. It's good that he is a generous person though, I don't think I want to change this.
I am jealous because my vacation with him is ending and there is the possibility that I may return with him to Moscow. However, if this ex is still there, because she is apparently in a bad situation with her life and he needs to save her. I'm afraid of all three of us having to live together in his small apartment, with her puppy making a mess and his smoking habit. I think I will go crazy.
I am jealous because we share computers and he swears to me that he doesn't correspond with her, yet I saw an open email in his account directed to someone that might be her... After an almost sleepless night and some depression I have come up with two resolutions that were able to calm me down and let me sleep.
One, was that I would join this forum and try to seek unbiased, non-judgmental opinions on my situation. Resolution two, I will spend today applying for jobs, so that I don't find myself in a powerless position, and especially not a powerless position in Moscow, where I might feel that my choices are limited.
See it's complicated because if I ask him to kick his ex-girlfriend out of his apartment, then he calls it emotional blackmail. It puts his ex in an even less powerful position and makes me look like a bad / insecure / selfish person. It's a guilt trip. If I go along with the situation then I run the risk of going completely crazy, which will surely send me packing and ruin our relationship. He may then feel guilty, but then it would be too late.
I don't want to give an ultimatum or anything like that. It's not my personality to try to control someone, but I really don't want to live with this other girl.
Please help. Thanks..