Thank God it's over! Thank God I can finally focus on life again. Thank God I don't have to face the pains and memories of holidays past for a whole year more. It's over and I'm still alive! Yippee. I'll be Okay now. I'll only worry about day to day problems. I'll only worry about getting better now. But I don't have to worry about the fact that I hate the holidays, no not until next year. Will I be ready for next year? I hope so, because I can't go through this for another year. Stupid holidays