Troubling times

[Indifferent]

I think i got alittle TOO ahead of myself.

Im planning to go see a councillor, but will be getting a blood check for illnesses tommorow, to see if I have any allergys, but thats not really related to this, well it is... uum yeah

One day at a time..

 

[g-scared]

great. you'll have to let us know how it goes.

 

[Indifferent]

great. you'll have to let us know how it goes.

Havnt been on here for ages.
That day went okay. Nothing bad. No allergys or anything.

Im going for a job, i dont really want to do it though. Its working in a shop, i'm alittle uncomfortable with that. I'd rather be a cleaner, its structured and you get to work alone or in a small group. But .. ive been told to go for this.
It feels so stupid that I cant work in a shop that I havnt told anyone.

Besides that, nothing has changed.

.. I hate life

 

[Indifferent]

I think im over the work thing, I just get stressed to quickly.

Still need to make an apointment to see the doc, I might do that today.
Maybe for .. mmm. thursday. So I can write out my stuff on paper.
I'd do it on wed, but I have a job interview.

Hopefully I dont procrastinate today. again.

 

[foghlaim]

Good luck with the interview... hope it goes well for you..

let us know how it goes..

nsa

 

[Indifferent]

Good luck with the interview... hope it goes well for you..

let us know how it goes..

nsa

Thanks
Ill try to post after I get home.

I made an oppointment to see the doc, now ... what to say?
Another thing to get nervous about!

 

[Indifferent]

(unless someone is playing a trick on me)

I got the job!

:dimples: Next, the docs.

 

[Halo]

Congratulations Indifferent......on getting the job :goodjob:

The docs will be fine....did you make a list like you had wanted?

 

[ThatLady]

Wow, Indifferent! That's wonderful news! Congratulations to you! :yahoo:

 

[Indifferent]

Thanks, I start tuesday. :dimples:

Went to the docs, gotta ring another place if I want to do the counciling.
Its kind of far for me though.

 

[foghlaim]

Congratulations BG.. Way to go!!!

 

[Indifferent]

I thought the job might help but I still feel depressed.

Don't really like the job, just need the money.

...

 

[Into The Light]

it'll take a while to recover from depression. did you follow up and go see your doctor? did you start any counseling?

 

[Halo]

I agree with BBC that Depression is not something that is going to go away overnight. Therapy and medication is normally used with most people in order for the depression to be lifted. You say that you don't even like you job but that may be true or not true depending on whether that is the depression talking. I know BBC already asked you but have you been to see the counsellor yet as you were hoping? I think that if you haven't that you may want to go back to your doctor and let him/her know that things are not getting any better and possibly getting worse and that you need help now.

Good Luck Indifferent my thoughts are with you as I have been there.
Take care
:hug: