So, it has been over a week since I signed up - I meant to introduce myself right away but I didn't get a chance before the initail excietment of participating turned to hesitation/fear...
I tend to overthink things and stay hidden in my head - why are old patterns so hard to break even when you know they aren't really a protection?
To try and bunk the freakin patterns I'm attaching a poem I wrote a number of years ago - this is where the name "child she" comes from, and this is a glimps of where I came from - and even though I keep working at discovering me I still feel like I haven't yet recovered my true self, I still can't really trust myself to know my true feelings or desires, I still can't claim a name beyond child she...
I tend to overthink things and stay hidden in my head - why are old patterns so hard to break even when you know they aren't really a protection?
To try and bunk the freakin patterns I'm attaching a poem I wrote a number of years ago - this is where the name "child she" comes from, and this is a glimps of where I came from - and even though I keep working at discovering me I still feel like I haven't yet recovered my true self, I still can't really trust myself to know my true feelings or desires, I still can't claim a name beyond child she...
