a few things here have helped me, but i just feel lost. I can't concentrate on anything anymore as i have constant daydreams of killing myself and so that i don't have to endure this pain anymore and sometimes daydreams where noone cares about it. I try to push it to the back of my mind but it always re-surfaces. I only have 4 years of high school left, 2 of which in 6th form, but even that seems unbearable. I keep on slitting my wrists and i dont know why. i just feel so shit sometimes, i grab the nearest sharp object. Will this ever end?