Ashley-Kate
MVP
i know it sounds quite lame or pathetic i am the first to tell people how dangerous it is and how we must stop them all but i am so hooked to them as well i feel that that is the only place i am accepted that people understand me for who i am and not just some poor disease but at the same time i know as i chat with these other people i am slowly falling deeper into my restrictions but i just don't know how to let go i feel that i need it to feel i am worth something that i have a reason to be this way.. i want to stop cause now i am with a guy "boyfriend" and i just don't want to be anorexic anymore (yeah anorexic ) i guess i can't deny it my whole life .. but i just don't know how to step away from these sites they make me feel so normal!
yours truly
ashley
yours truly
ashley