Anniversary of a hard event

[moonriver]

It doesnt seem hard for me to believe you are still here Janet, you wrote me such a nice post the other day and you seem like such a truly kind and sincere person. You totally should be here, you deserve happiness and so many good things. I hope you are ok and that you see that you deserve all the best. I am truly sorry for your suffering, I hope you have an easier road ahead.

 

[ladylore]

Wow. I'm still here. Hard to believe.

And I for one am glad you are.

 

[Auburn]

Dearest Janet;

You have all my sympathy and any extra strength and love I can send you. I do understand those feelings all too well. I so wish I could say that it gets easier soon, but that would be untrue. Some aspects get easier, but the actual day is always very hard. I am hoping that over time, maybe it will fade to a dull shade. It won't ever be gone, but at least manageable.
Just know, we are all here, and thinking about you and sending you tons of love. Always. ❤️❤️

 

[Cat Dancer]

Thanks, everybody. I got through the day ok and the aftermath, but it was still hard. It was a day that honestly changed my life forever.

 

[Auburn]

Janet, you made it through hun, and you should be proud. It may have changed your life, but you are still living your life, that is what counts. I can say, it has been three years since our "event". It is still numbing, but taking each moment, each hour, each day one at a time and acknowledging your feelings will get you through.
Much love hun!

 

[Cat Dancer]

Dealing with this again and, I don't know, for some reason it's really hurting more this year. But life goes on and I'll get through it. It just really feels bad right now.

 

[Jazzey]

:hug: Keep looking forward CD. That's how you can win out on the situation.

This is a tough topic for me right now, for personal reasons. But, I'll be damned if he gets anything out of me. Keep looking forward, ok. :hug: He isn't worth any of the grief...not one iota.

 

[Andy]

:hug: Sorry your having a rough time right now. I know for me some years it's not to hard at all and some years it's really difficult.
Know that you got through it up until now and you will again. :2thumbs:
:hug:

 

[Jazzey]

Years? Sorry, I know I'm making this about me - it's really not intentional. But, I'm really scared when you guys starting about 'years'. "one year" - that's my quota. No more... I've passed the hurdle of the first one - I cannot do another.

 

[Andy]

That's a good way to go about it Jazzey. Not everyone is the same so it's not a given that you will have issues with this for a long period of time.

I was talking of a different type of anniversary personally, but relating it to Cat Dancers post, as it is an anniversary as well.

 

[Jazzey]

I'm sorry CD, I didn't mean to sound insensitive about this tonight. I will be thinking of you tomorrow. You're in my heart and prayers.

I'm sorry. What I posted tonight was self-centered and insensitive. Just a moment of panic for me. I'm sorry,

:hug::hug:

 

[forgetmenot]

Hey CD just want you to know that we all care and know you can beat this okay. Just keep busy do something really special for you don't let him win okay you are special just remember that. Jazzey take care okay you are strong dam panick feelings you can beat this too both of you stay strong okay don't let them win.

 

[Cat Dancer]

Thanks everyone.

Jazzey, it's ok. It's not an everyday thing. It's more like a once a year thing now. If that makes any sense? It has gotten SO SO SO much easier day to day. So much easier. I think this year there are other factors involved with making it stick out in my mind. But overall it's nothing compared to what it first was.

:hug:

 

[Into The Light]

i'm sorry you're struggling with this again this year. it really isn't fair, how others can make people suffer like this. they do something so horrible that it has huge huge repercussions on the person they harm. it makes me so angry.

you have our support. i hope you can make it through a little better knowing that we are here for you and that we would take away all this pain in a second if we could. you deserve to be ok and without all this pain.

thinking of you. :hug: :hug:

 

[Jackie]

I'm thinking of you too:hug:

 

[HBShadow]

I'm thinking of you as well.

 

[Jazzey]

CD, I just came back because I was thinking about you, about today. Is there something special that you can do for yourself today? Something entirely for you and about you?

I hope that you're well surrounded today. Don't spend too much time alone, ok?