Ashley-Kate
MVP
Well I have not been online in a very long time, so much is going on right now. I started a program in out-patient as i wait to have a spot in a day program that would be from 9 am to 7 pm at a hospital here in Montreal for my eating disorder.
I am not doing very well in the mean time i am starting therapy next week with a nutritionist and already have a psychologist that i see every 2 weeks and a psychiatrist i see every month she is really kind. I may be starting a medication soon i am not sure i am ready for it but something is telling me that it may be the only thing i have not tried to get better so i think it is time to try something new to make it a bit easier to get through this.
I am doing better in my life though i am moved out from my old apartment and into my new one at work everything is good as well i am working a lot and i have started training at a gym where i am dating one of the trainers. he's really nice he is not yet aware of my eating disorder but has asked questions so i think he knows but is waiting for me to come clean.
I just feel like i am stuck in this whole thing i hope the treatment works but i will only start the more intensive program in a couple of months there is a waiting list that is very long.
I am not doing very well in the mean time i am starting therapy next week with a nutritionist and already have a psychologist that i see every 2 weeks and a psychiatrist i see every month she is really kind. I may be starting a medication soon i am not sure i am ready for it but something is telling me that it may be the only thing i have not tried to get better so i think it is time to try something new to make it a bit easier to get through this.
I am doing better in my life though i am moved out from my old apartment and into my new one at work everything is good as well i am working a lot and i have started training at a gym where i am dating one of the trainers. he's really nice he is not yet aware of my eating disorder but has asked questions so i think he knows but is waiting for me to come clean.
I just feel like i am stuck in this whole thing i hope the treatment works but i will only start the more intensive program in a couple of months there is a waiting list that is very long.