sister-ray
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Hi Nsa,
to be honest I dont feel ready to cope with doing all the food shopping and stuff on my own, I can do little things now, but going into the main high street to do all that stuff alone is just too much at the moment, feels like Ive been thrown in the deep end and I cant swim proberly yet!! I wish my therapist wasnt going too, it would have been good to work through things with her, Ive been told I need to be referred again to the new one and it will be 3 months till I can see her.
I have bad money problems which wont go away till i win the lottery or something, life is a struggle here with my money,, the bill that is causing me worry has to be paid in less than 14 days or else extra costs will be added and then court precedings will start, I have no way of getting the money, I have no spare money, Im trying to sort it out but it is stressing me out no end, I dont need to be tired and stressed with all my help going,
Ive did my meditation cd last night before bed, that helped and did sleep better, I use to do that everynight but stopped it shalll have to get back into doing that again.
I think with me I get fed up of fighting, fighting my health, money things, establishments, just feel now I could do with a rest from it all and start to really enjoy life for a change, but I dont see a end to it, unless I win some money from somewhere.
I hope your are okay?
thinking of you too best wishes TTE
to be honest I dont feel ready to cope with doing all the food shopping and stuff on my own, I can do little things now, but going into the main high street to do all that stuff alone is just too much at the moment, feels like Ive been thrown in the deep end and I cant swim proberly yet!! I wish my therapist wasnt going too, it would have been good to work through things with her, Ive been told I need to be referred again to the new one and it will be 3 months till I can see her.
I have bad money problems which wont go away till i win the lottery or something, life is a struggle here with my money,, the bill that is causing me worry has to be paid in less than 14 days or else extra costs will be added and then court precedings will start, I have no way of getting the money, I have no spare money, Im trying to sort it out but it is stressing me out no end, I dont need to be tired and stressed with all my help going,
Ive did my meditation cd last night before bed, that helped and did sleep better, I use to do that everynight but stopped it shalll have to get back into doing that again.
I think with me I get fed up of fighting, fighting my health, money things, establishments, just feel now I could do with a rest from it all and start to really enjoy life for a change, but I dont see a end to it, unless I win some money from somewhere.
I hope your are okay?
thinking of you too best wishes TTE