claireangie
Member
I find that my constant "Checking" that everything "is ready for tommorow" can take up so much time, that on my days off I can often spend SO long "getting everything ready" that I dont like going out for instance on a sunday because I have to work on a monday,
so IF i do go out on a sunday when I get back home my "checking" goes crazy because tommorow is so soon, and the anxiety increases, so more often than not wherever possible I dont go out on my 2nd day off because the "checking" goes into overdrive when I get home!
Does anyone else know what I mean? Its not that im agoraphobic..im not scared of going outside, but I can see how people with OCD would stop going out because when you come back the checking everything is SO time consuming and time is then often running into the next day, when for me "everything needs to be ready".
I hope that makes sense, it is a little difficult to put into words
so IF i do go out on a sunday when I get back home my "checking" goes crazy because tommorow is so soon, and the anxiety increases, so more often than not wherever possible I dont go out on my 2nd day off because the "checking" goes into overdrive when I get home!
Does anyone else know what I mean? Its not that im agoraphobic..im not scared of going outside, but I can see how people with OCD would stop going out because when you come back the checking everything is SO time consuming and time is then often running into the next day, when for me "everything needs to be ready".
I hope that makes sense, it is a little difficult to put into words