NightOwl
Member
I'm pretty certain I don't have DID, but maybe someone could enlighten me. Since I was attacked, I have purposefully split my personality to some degree. In my waking hours I walk around as the business woman, being totally capable; the me that was hurt walks along beside me and sometimes I'll turn round and mentally tell the me that was hurt that I'm here and totally capable. That helps me ground and cope.
I'm in no doubt as to who I am. I am the capable business woman and also the one that was hurt. My main trouble is panicking when it is time to go to sleep because I feel that I don't have any control over the two of me coming together and the nightmares begin, and so I work as long as I possibly can. I don't feel sleeping pills are the answer and I won't take them.
The flashbacks I have are few and far between and I know I'm awake and I've learned to ground myself by sitting on the floor and looking all around me.
As I've experienced this type of trauma, I am hoping to use this within my studies.
NightOwl
I'm in no doubt as to who I am. I am the capable business woman and also the one that was hurt. My main trouble is panicking when it is time to go to sleep because I feel that I don't have any control over the two of me coming together and the nightmares begin, and so I work as long as I possibly can. I don't feel sleeping pills are the answer and I won't take them.
The flashbacks I have are few and far between and I know I'm awake and I've learned to ground myself by sitting on the floor and looking all around me.
As I've experienced this type of trauma, I am hoping to use this within my studies.
NightOwl