stargazer
Member
I might have posted something like this somewhere here before, though I don't know where. It's been a periodic but ongoing issue ever since I've been taking the meds (past two years), without Kaiser insurance, but on Medicare and Medi-Cal, and amid other unusual conditions.
Once again, I have reached the place where I can't readily get the meds. This time (as is often the case), it was entirely my mistake. Because the doctor had written me two refills, I was certain I had another refill. But the bottle does not say so. Of course it is Christmas Day today, but tomorrow I will first go to the pharmacy, as I had planned to do, since I will run out of the meds tonight.
I'll ask them if it is they who made the error, and maybe they can call the doctor from the pharmacy. But I am wondering how long it will take for me to get to the doctor and get a prescription. If it's longer than four or five days, I will start to become distemperate.
I wonder why they make it so hard for people in my position to get medication anyway. I don't even have a psychiatrist, you know. I had to find a primary care physician who would dispense the medications, and even that was a difficulty. Fortunately, I eventually found a community medical group who accepted MediCare, and I have a doctor there whom I like.
When I first saw that the bottle said "Zero Refills" the very day before I had been planning to get my refill, I began to catastrophize. Now all the guests are showing up for Christmas, so I need to "come down" and keep it together.
It's hard not to expect the worst, because of previous negative events that occurred when I was unable to obtain the meds. A lot of it is my problem. Obviously I need to be a lot more circumspect. But in the meantime, I've got an immediate problem to solve, which is how to get the next refill.
I'll let you know how it turns out. But I tell you - now that I work from my laptop and am on disability anyway, I'm almost tempted to find a different city to move to, because in this whole County, there are no psychiatrists who take "MediCare with Medi-Cal." I've fallen through the cracks of the system.
Take that back - my therapist told me of a Dr. Smith who has decided to take such patients. Betcha anything he's booked for the next year or two.
Once again, I have reached the place where I can't readily get the meds. This time (as is often the case), it was entirely my mistake. Because the doctor had written me two refills, I was certain I had another refill. But the bottle does not say so. Of course it is Christmas Day today, but tomorrow I will first go to the pharmacy, as I had planned to do, since I will run out of the meds tonight.
I'll ask them if it is they who made the error, and maybe they can call the doctor from the pharmacy. But I am wondering how long it will take for me to get to the doctor and get a prescription. If it's longer than four or five days, I will start to become distemperate.
I wonder why they make it so hard for people in my position to get medication anyway. I don't even have a psychiatrist, you know. I had to find a primary care physician who would dispense the medications, and even that was a difficulty. Fortunately, I eventually found a community medical group who accepted MediCare, and I have a doctor there whom I like.
When I first saw that the bottle said "Zero Refills" the very day before I had been planning to get my refill, I began to catastrophize. Now all the guests are showing up for Christmas, so I need to "come down" and keep it together.
It's hard not to expect the worst, because of previous negative events that occurred when I was unable to obtain the meds. A lot of it is my problem. Obviously I need to be a lot more circumspect. But in the meantime, I've got an immediate problem to solve, which is how to get the next refill.
I'll let you know how it turns out. But I tell you - now that I work from my laptop and am on disability anyway, I'm almost tempted to find a different city to move to, because in this whole County, there are no psychiatrists who take "MediCare with Medi-Cal." I've fallen through the cracks of the system.
Take that back - my therapist told me of a Dr. Smith who has decided to take such patients. Betcha anything he's booked for the next year or two.