Today was an all around good day, minus a few things here and there, but fairly good considering.
Earlier this week I was suppose to go to an appointment with my psychiatrist and he had to cancel because he was sick. That happens, so I thought I could hold out until the following Tuesday with my little sleep issue but when I was on the phone with her and went to get the appointment (Man! I cannot get this contolr 67 song out of my head!) for the following week confirmed I was told that their was never an appointment on that date. Again she argued with me, so I finally just said fine, and asked if I could book an appointment then. So she is thumbing through some pages and then she came on to tell me the middle of January.
I cannot do this much longer, besides the usual effects of lack of sleep I am now starting to constantly have these little burst where I shiver head to toe (as you would when you cold) my stomach has started to hurt, and my eyes are normally really dry, but they are just unreal now and scratchy. I go to a specialist for my eyes because glaucoma runs in my family but I also have the dry eye issue I have had scratched something or other and I have really thin retinas so he warns me very time of the signs, it's basically not if but when they will detach. Anyway, what was the point of that stupid babble. There yougo now you all know my eye health to. Oh no, there was a point to that, I don't know if I should get in to see the Opthomologist or if I should just deal with the sleep issue and hope this dry scratchiness goes away when the sleep thing does. My eyes are half way open(who says I'm a pessimist) and no matter how hard I try to make myself look awake I just looked stoned or surprised and stoned. lol
Anyway, TODAY she called and said "Dr.****** wants to see you, before he leaves on holidays." I know it's Christmas but sheesh he just came back from holidays. Lucky guy. I hope that doesn't mean I have so lame crisis coming up. Actually now that I said that I jinxed it so it won't happen and here I go with the babbling again... I said "Great! I want to see him to." Then she goes the only time he has is next Tuesday at 10 because he comes in at 10. The appointment that you canceled last week you mean? No clue how messed up that help make me. I went searching through my papers and found a sheet with my appointments until the end of the year. That date and the two others were there and this is on their computer so I can show them and not think that they think I just printed it up. lol Anyway, then i found another sheet and a business card with the same. I'm taking it in with me and if either of them say anything about it I'm going to shhow them those. I know it's a non issue really but it felt like they were making me out to be the one who keeps screwing things up. I have that appointment again. I wdon't know if I can handle this until Tuesday even.
Oh, I was also stressing about having to write a letter to my old psychologist, filling her in on things... Well I wrote a good short one (can you believe it?) and mailed it in her card. Today I got my Christmas card from her and she says I hate writing I will call you. lol I thought that was kind of funny. I'd rather write and she's rather call. Ok. It's not funny to you but with all that goes on in my brain and stressing over stupid things...I dunno.
Why can't I ever write a short post? Do I just put in to much detail or lol the opposite?
I got in 20 minutes sleep before heading to the airport. Short but good visit. I have the pup. I may not have a place to live though because he barks at every little noise. My cat is indifferent to him, and is very pleased with the little litter box and food dish fortress I built for him.
Oh yeah! One bad thing. I got my CC statement today, and I seriously think they ripped me off somewhere I have to go through it closely. Id on't want to phone them though because they always make me cry lol . I know I spent a little more then I usually would but this has to be either wrong or they charged twice for somethings. I think they put a little tick or something on the names of their clients who are easy to talk around because if I phone them and ask something, they spin the conversation in every direction and at the end I am asking them if there is anything more I can do for them.
Earlier this week I was suppose to go to an appointment with my psychiatrist and he had to cancel because he was sick. That happens, so I thought I could hold out until the following Tuesday with my little sleep issue but when I was on the phone with her and went to get the appointment (Man! I cannot get this contolr 67 song out of my head!) for the following week confirmed I was told that their was never an appointment on that date. Again she argued with me, so I finally just said fine, and asked if I could book an appointment then. So she is thumbing through some pages and then she came on to tell me the middle of January.
I cannot do this much longer, besides the usual effects of lack of sleep I am now starting to constantly have these little burst where I shiver head to toe (as you would when you cold) my stomach has started to hurt, and my eyes are normally really dry, but they are just unreal now and scratchy. I go to a specialist for my eyes because glaucoma runs in my family but I also have the dry eye issue I have had scratched something or other and I have really thin retinas so he warns me very time of the signs, it's basically not if but when they will detach. Anyway, what was the point of that stupid babble. There yougo now you all know my eye health to. Oh no, there was a point to that, I don't know if I should get in to see the Opthomologist or if I should just deal with the sleep issue and hope this dry scratchiness goes away when the sleep thing does. My eyes are half way open(who says I'm a pessimist) and no matter how hard I try to make myself look awake I just looked stoned or surprised and stoned. lol
Anyway, TODAY she called and said "Dr.****** wants to see you, before he leaves on holidays." I know it's Christmas but sheesh he just came back from holidays. Lucky guy. I hope that doesn't mean I have so lame crisis coming up. Actually now that I said that I jinxed it so it won't happen and here I go with the babbling again... I said "Great! I want to see him to." Then she goes the only time he has is next Tuesday at 10 because he comes in at 10. The appointment that you canceled last week you mean? No clue how messed up that help make me. I went searching through my papers and found a sheet with my appointments until the end of the year. That date and the two others were there and this is on their computer so I can show them and not think that they think I just printed it up. lol Anyway, then i found another sheet and a business card with the same. I'm taking it in with me and if either of them say anything about it I'm going to shhow them those. I know it's a non issue really but it felt like they were making me out to be the one who keeps screwing things up. I have that appointment again. I wdon't know if I can handle this until Tuesday even.
Oh, I was also stressing about having to write a letter to my old psychologist, filling her in on things... Well I wrote a good short one (can you believe it?) and mailed it in her card. Today I got my Christmas card from her and she says I hate writing I will call you. lol I thought that was kind of funny. I'd rather write and she's rather call. Ok. It's not funny to you but with all that goes on in my brain and stressing over stupid things...I dunno.
Why can't I ever write a short post? Do I just put in to much detail or lol the opposite?
I got in 20 minutes sleep before heading to the airport. Short but good visit. I have the pup. I may not have a place to live though because he barks at every little noise. My cat is indifferent to him, and is very pleased with the little litter box and food dish fortress I built for him.
Oh yeah! One bad thing. I got my CC statement today, and I seriously think they ripped me off somewhere I have to go through it closely. Id on't want to phone them though because they always make me cry lol . I know I spent a little more then I usually would but this has to be either wrong or they charged twice for somethings. I think they put a little tick or something on the names of their clients who are easy to talk around because if I phone them and ask something, they spin the conversation in every direction and at the end I am asking them if there is anything more I can do for them.
