I have struggled with purging for years but have always seemed to just "get over it" and stop when I felt it was getting out of control. I rid myself of all normal meals, I rarely binge. I have found that my thoughts have become almost obsessive where I will eat anything and have the urge to purge. I have never been able to confide in anyone of this situation as I have always been able to keep it under control, but I feel out of control now. I know the best thing to do would be to confide in my therapist or psychiatrist that this is happening but I do not look as though I make myself vomit. It is not something visible, i do it in secret. I would like to know what anyone else have done to overcome the thoughts after each meal? OR what helped you stop the cycle.. Thank you..