Lonewolf
Member
I have been in agony as a result of an inflicted injury which I really regret doing!! I was supposed to go to my parents this weekend to help them out because they are aging and not in good health these days, but I have just got off the phone with them and I have upset them because I said 'No' for the first time in a very, very long time and I feel so awful about that now!! I just didn't think I would be any use to them as I am in agony!! I am overcome with guilt and fear!! I honestly am in pain, but maybe I should go!! My relationship with the family is still very volatile and strained!! I don't want to widen the rift between them and me!! I am so selfish!! I hate myself right now!! I inflicted this on myself and I have just made it 10x worse!!