I don't SI. But, back in high school I used to have this very strange urge to go alone in my room and cut my arm with something sharp. It's strange. I never caused any damage. I couldn't get any further than scratching myself, but I kind of wanted to. I had never heard of SI or cutting. It's just really strange. One night, not long ago, I had another urge. this hasn't happened in I don't know, ten years? Again, I tried to scratch myself, but could never get further than that. This is an extremely rare occurence for me now. I can't imagine myself ever being able to really cut myself. I don't think I need to seek help for it, but I'm just wondering if anyone has had a similar experience and became a self injurer, or never became one.