Hi i have been with my partner for 4 years and we have a great relationship, we have been engaged for 3 and half years and we have a 3 month old son.
my problem is as much as i love her i cant stop cheating on her, before my son was born it was with anyone who payed me attention i knew it was wrong and felt guilty right to the bottom of my stomach, but kept doing it anyway.
since my son has been born i have not cheated on her but nearly did the other day, i knew i should not because i an not just cheating on her but my beautiful son as well. since this incident i cant get this other woman out of my head nor can i look at my son with the loving eyes i used to.
I have been off with work and cant seem to shake this feeling off, i think of the times me and my partner were in the hospital getting the scans and tears welling u in my eyes as i seen my unborn son moving in the womb, but then i get the guilt feeling setting in and this just tears me up.
is there anyone out there that has any experience or knowledge of this as its destroying me, i dont want to be like this i hate myself for doing this but dont tell anyone so no one will find out.
I need help with dealing with this please can someone help or offer any advise in similar experiences.
my problem is as much as i love her i cant stop cheating on her, before my son was born it was with anyone who payed me attention i knew it was wrong and felt guilty right to the bottom of my stomach, but kept doing it anyway.
since my son has been born i have not cheated on her but nearly did the other day, i knew i should not because i an not just cheating on her but my beautiful son as well. since this incident i cant get this other woman out of my head nor can i look at my son with the loving eyes i used to.
I have been off with work and cant seem to shake this feeling off, i think of the times me and my partner were in the hospital getting the scans and tears welling u in my eyes as i seen my unborn son moving in the womb, but then i get the guilt feeling setting in and this just tears me up.
is there anyone out there that has any experience or knowledge of this as its destroying me, i dont want to be like this i hate myself for doing this but dont tell anyone so no one will find out.
I need help with dealing with this please can someone help or offer any advise in similar experiences.