Howdy all,
I'm in my mid twenties, male, I have been diagnosed with depression, avoidance and dependance disorders. I think I may have some OCD or something like that, I have major social problems and I get a lot of anxiety and such when dealing with some of my problems.
I have tried several anti-depressants and anti-anxiety pills and none help my mood, the only pills that helped me where these ones that make me go into hibernation for when I get like racing/random thoughts. I took them a few years ago and my memory is horrible for names and stuff so I can't remember what the name was.
I really think a lot of my problems are to due with self-esteem/confidence/dependance. I think when those get better I would feel better overall, I think that is what has brought on my depression. I have been depressed for around 6-7 years now and I have no friends but I do live with some family. I really hate to be alone but being with people is so hard to deal with that often feels horrible to. I can't stand to be alone with my thoughts, I always have to be watching tv or on the computer or talking to somebody. Even when I go shave or make some food I will feel really, really lonely so it makes it really hard to do things when I feel lonely so easily.
I can only really remember having one friend my entire life that I wasn't completely dependant on and that was when i was like 8 or something. The few other friends I've had I always did want they wanted, I would almost never phone and initiate anything.
I'm in my mid twenties, male, I have been diagnosed with depression, avoidance and dependance disorders. I think I may have some OCD or something like that, I have major social problems and I get a lot of anxiety and such when dealing with some of my problems.
I have tried several anti-depressants and anti-anxiety pills and none help my mood, the only pills that helped me where these ones that make me go into hibernation for when I get like racing/random thoughts. I took them a few years ago and my memory is horrible for names and stuff so I can't remember what the name was.
I really think a lot of my problems are to due with self-esteem/confidence/dependance. I think when those get better I would feel better overall, I think that is what has brought on my depression. I have been depressed for around 6-7 years now and I have no friends but I do live with some family. I really hate to be alone but being with people is so hard to deal with that often feels horrible to. I can't stand to be alone with my thoughts, I always have to be watching tv or on the computer or talking to somebody. Even when I go shave or make some food I will feel really, really lonely so it makes it really hard to do things when I feel lonely so easily.
I can only really remember having one friend my entire life that I wasn't completely dependant on and that was when i was like 8 or something. The few other friends I've had I always did want they wanted, I would almost never phone and initiate anything.
