NeedaName
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Not sure what to tell you. Things come up that make me think I should go to therapy. I have young children who can tell me what they're feeling. I find it difficult to match a name to my feelings.
My mother was convinced I was autistic because I wasn't talking, avoided eye contact and lacked facial expressions when I was 3. The dr sent me to speech therapy. Around 5, my speech therapist concluded that I had known how to talk all along, I just didn't want to. People tried to get me to talk. I remember lying to get them to stop. "I don't know." "I lost it." "What?" was my favourite. No explanations are necessary after the second or third time. I didn't have to listen and then I didn't have to talk.
At 11, I was diagnosed with Auditory Processing Disorder.
I suspect I may not be connecting properly with my husband and kids. I'm not close to my parents and sisters; and I don't want to be. But this feels wrong.
I feel a lot of stress, always have. But a large chunk of it, I'm not really sure where it's coming from.
I swing back and forth between going to therapy or not. It's a lot of talking and the first issue is money. I'm not even sure I know exactly what I'm thinking or feeling, so I'm not sure how honest I could be with a therapist. It might just be a waste of everyone's time.
Anyway, I'm browsing the forum and reading. The email said to give an introduction. I thought about it and that seems relevant.
My mother was convinced I was autistic because I wasn't talking, avoided eye contact and lacked facial expressions when I was 3. The dr sent me to speech therapy. Around 5, my speech therapist concluded that I had known how to talk all along, I just didn't want to. People tried to get me to talk. I remember lying to get them to stop. "I don't know." "I lost it." "What?" was my favourite. No explanations are necessary after the second or third time. I didn't have to listen and then I didn't have to talk.
At 11, I was diagnosed with Auditory Processing Disorder.
I suspect I may not be connecting properly with my husband and kids. I'm not close to my parents and sisters; and I don't want to be. But this feels wrong.
I feel a lot of stress, always have. But a large chunk of it, I'm not really sure where it's coming from.
I swing back and forth between going to therapy or not. It's a lot of talking and the first issue is money. I'm not even sure I know exactly what I'm thinking or feeling, so I'm not sure how honest I could be with a therapist. It might just be a waste of everyone's time.
Anyway, I'm browsing the forum and reading. The email said to give an introduction. I thought about it and that seems relevant.