Hey. I found this site in my research for an English project and found this neat that people can express theirselves and I decided I want to join too.
I've chosen the name shadow for a specific reason because in my life, I feel like I'm a shadow to others for a long time. I'm usually left out from activities with family when I was young, like when my cousins went to play games, I was always left behind or my parents would always kind of ignore me and focuses more on my older brother or younger sister. I've thought that it's might be normal being the middle child and all. I soon got used to it, being ignored by them, but it saddens me sometimes. Mostly because they are very important to me and I would like for them to pay more attention to my achievements once in a while.
I've also been the silent one in school for all my life and it was until around high school that I started having outbursts, yelling and screaming to people a lot. I then remembered I read once about how people develope more psychological problems or somthing around their senior years of high school and that got me worried that I might have a possibilty or going insane around that time, but I'm not really sure because since I'm in my teen years, I know that I'm in a very emotional state so I really don't know.
I've chosen the name shadow for a specific reason because in my life, I feel like I'm a shadow to others for a long time. I'm usually left out from activities with family when I was young, like when my cousins went to play games, I was always left behind or my parents would always kind of ignore me and focuses more on my older brother or younger sister. I've thought that it's might be normal being the middle child and all. I soon got used to it, being ignored by them, but it saddens me sometimes. Mostly because they are very important to me and I would like for them to pay more attention to my achievements once in a while.
I've also been the silent one in school for all my life and it was until around high school that I started having outbursts, yelling and screaming to people a lot. I then remembered I read once about how people develope more psychological problems or somthing around their senior years of high school and that got me worried that I might have a possibilty or going insane around that time, but I'm not really sure because since I'm in my teen years, I know that I'm in a very emotional state so I really don't know.