lammers1980
Member
I have a question regarding medications and OCD. I have suffered from this condition more or less continually, with varying degrees of severity for almost ten years now. I have seen several psychologists and taken many different SSRI's as well as one type of MAOI. None of these medications ever made an impact on my OCD. It would seem that I would get a mild placebo effect for a couple of weeks and then the obsessions would return, leaving me with only the unpleasant side-effects and none of the benefits. Although I was functional on the job, my obsessions distracted me to the point that my performance was always mediocre and I was not likely to be a candidate for promotion.
One day, I had not slept much the night before and needless to say I was very tired. I decided to take one of my son's generic methylphenidate tablets (10mg). I know I shouldn't do it, but I just wanted to get through the day. I did not get a "high" from it, and that was not the intention anyways. I did, however, notice that I was able work through the day with remarkable clarity, and most shockingly, had no obsessions whatsoever. This coming from a man who had not spent a day in the last five years without worrying for hours over becoming infected with AIDS.
A few months later, I decided to do an experiment. I took one tablet in the morning before work, and then another half tablet at lunch for one week. For that entire week, I was once again without obsession. Whenever I stopped, the obsessions would return.
I know I can not go on taking my son's medication, because it is illegal and irresponsible. I just want to know if you knew of any medical research that indicated that methylphenidate had a positive effect on people with persistent OCD. I am afraid of telling any doctor that I did this because my explanation sounds strange, and I don't want to be accused of "drug seeking". I need to know if what I am anecdotally experienced has any medical backing.
One day, I had not slept much the night before and needless to say I was very tired. I decided to take one of my son's generic methylphenidate tablets (10mg). I know I shouldn't do it, but I just wanted to get through the day. I did not get a "high" from it, and that was not the intention anyways. I did, however, notice that I was able work through the day with remarkable clarity, and most shockingly, had no obsessions whatsoever. This coming from a man who had not spent a day in the last five years without worrying for hours over becoming infected with AIDS.
A few months later, I decided to do an experiment. I took one tablet in the morning before work, and then another half tablet at lunch for one week. For that entire week, I was once again without obsession. Whenever I stopped, the obsessions would return.
I know I can not go on taking my son's medication, because it is illegal and irresponsible. I just want to know if you knew of any medical research that indicated that methylphenidate had a positive effect on people with persistent OCD. I am afraid of telling any doctor that I did this because my explanation sounds strange, and I don't want to be accused of "drug seeking". I need to know if what I am anecdotally experienced has any medical backing.