Yesterday while I was in the shower the phone rang. My kids are not allowed to answer unless I know who it is so they left it (which is good).
Anyway, I was getting ready to go out with the kids and I looked at our caller display. I recongized the number but no name appeared. It puzzled me all day. So Last night I looked in the back of our phone book where I write down numbers and my hunch was right. It was my family doctor's cell phone number.
I was debating if I should call him back today or not but I have decided not too. It's Sunday today and I know his family goes to church on Sunday's. I don't want to bother him today. I am sure he will call back. I am shocked though. He just got back and phoned me???? It feels good to know he is thinking of me and would call as soon as they got home.
I was going to avoid going in to see him right now as he will know I am not doing any better with the ED. I have lost some weight lately (although I had put a few pounds on during the holidays). But since he has been gone I have lost about 10 lbs. And he will ask how things are going. I can't lie to him.
I am also worried that he had recieved some calls from my old t and my chiroprator as they are all involved in this. I had made a couple of stuid comments and my concern is that they have already talked to him.
So What do I do with this?? I am soooooo happy that he is back yet I am really nervous to what his reaction may be. I was thinking about putting off seeing him for a while but he is already calling me. Oh pooie; lol. Just thinking out loud here. Just unsure what to do. I am still having problems with pain in both of my sides now. Its not all the time though. I just don't want to get in an argument with him over this. I hate confrontation. He is one that wants things fixed immediately but he also needs to realize that things can't happen in a month. I am going to see my new t and trying to deal with some of this. There is so much pain inside. It has taken so long for me to get to this point, so won't it take just as long to get better? I know he will argue the fact that in the ED department--we are out of time. Thats what he always says--"We are out of time."
So I am feeling like----AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!! What do I do??
Haunting
Anyway, I was getting ready to go out with the kids and I looked at our caller display. I recongized the number but no name appeared. It puzzled me all day. So Last night I looked in the back of our phone book where I write down numbers and my hunch was right. It was my family doctor's cell phone number.
I was debating if I should call him back today or not but I have decided not too. It's Sunday today and I know his family goes to church on Sunday's. I don't want to bother him today. I am sure he will call back. I am shocked though. He just got back and phoned me???? It feels good to know he is thinking of me and would call as soon as they got home.
I was going to avoid going in to see him right now as he will know I am not doing any better with the ED. I have lost some weight lately (although I had put a few pounds on during the holidays). But since he has been gone I have lost about 10 lbs. And he will ask how things are going. I can't lie to him.
I am also worried that he had recieved some calls from my old t and my chiroprator as they are all involved in this. I had made a couple of stuid comments and my concern is that they have already talked to him.
So What do I do with this?? I am soooooo happy that he is back yet I am really nervous to what his reaction may be. I was thinking about putting off seeing him for a while but he is already calling me. Oh pooie; lol. Just thinking out loud here. Just unsure what to do. I am still having problems with pain in both of my sides now. Its not all the time though. I just don't want to get in an argument with him over this. I hate confrontation. He is one that wants things fixed immediately but he also needs to realize that things can't happen in a month. I am going to see my new t and trying to deal with some of this. There is so much pain inside. It has taken so long for me to get to this point, so won't it take just as long to get better? I know he will argue the fact that in the ED department--we are out of time. Thats what he always says--"We are out of time."
So I am feeling like----AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!! What do I do??
Haunting