Lonewolf
Member
This emotional stuff is so much more painful than I could ever be prepared for!! Still no counselling!! It's all inside me! Slicing through me, little by little!! I must be the biggest, most pathetic wimp alive right now!! I just am not coping!! I have got to wait until Monday to see the Dr and this support worker, but it's only Wednesday!! The days seem endless and all I want to do is sleep it away!! I never thought that I was so weak, until now! I'm very disappointed with myself!! I can mutilate this body until it falls apart, but ask me to 'feel' something and it frightens me! It's like i'm 5 years old again! 
