forgetmenot
MVP
That time again not wanting to eat but put supper on for hsb
I am not sleeping either just not able to sleep.
Hard because i don't want to eat just thoughts of it makes me feel ill. i try to eat just so hsb sees i am trying.
I get up i do everything needed to be done but that times of day when i was to be elsewhere i am here now and i don't want to eat or be .
so hard to explain.
i just want an ending but there is no ending.
i don't want to eat i want to sleep but cannot even do that. uggg
I am not sleeping either just not able to sleep.
Hard because i don't want to eat just thoughts of it makes me feel ill. i try to eat just so hsb sees i am trying.
I get up i do everything needed to be done but that times of day when i was to be elsewhere i am here now and i don't want to eat or be .
so hard to explain.
i just want an ending but there is no ending.
i don't want to eat i want to sleep but cannot even do that. uggg