I've been depressed for a little over 2 years now and i seem to have gotten used to it. By that, i mean that iam neither happy or sad. I seem to have gotten used to the feeling of depression and i guess i've learned to live with it. Lately these things have been troubling me...
I have no emotion. I don't feel joy, worry, sorrow, excitement, happiness, sadness, or pity. I do not seem to care what happens to me.
About 2 years ago, i'd wake up and feel like crap every morning and there was this awkward feeling in my stomach. Now, I do not feel like crap and i do not have that awkward feeling in my stomach, yet i do not feel happy and excited.
Its like my whole mind has become numb.
If anyone has gone through a similar situation or feels this way, please tell me how you deal with this.
Oh, and i quit taking lexapro about a year ago because it didn't help me. So medicine hasn't really done anything.
I have no emotion. I don't feel joy, worry, sorrow, excitement, happiness, sadness, or pity. I do not seem to care what happens to me.
About 2 years ago, i'd wake up and feel like crap every morning and there was this awkward feeling in my stomach. Now, I do not feel like crap and i do not have that awkward feeling in my stomach, yet i do not feel happy and excited.
Its like my whole mind has become numb.
If anyone has gone through a similar situation or feels this way, please tell me how you deal with this.
Oh, and i quit taking lexapro about a year ago because it didn't help me. So medicine hasn't really done anything.