Kayty
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Im sorry if I repeat anything anyone else has said. I have not read all of the reply's. To me this sounds like pure "O" ocd. This is when you have intrusive thought's, which are not in your character at all, but you start to obsess over them and think thing's like "Oh my god am I really like this, would I really hurt someone or myself". Then the anxiety comes. I have been diagnosed with this and also have pretty much no visible compulsions. I do need thing's to be even number's, but that does not contribute to pure "O". Have you been to a doctor about this. This can be helped. I hope I helped a bit. And I hope you feel better. 
Take care,
Kayty
Take care,
Kayty
