I've had pannic attacks long time ago. Now i suffer from stomachache and also like-heart-attack or impending of death.
Yeah,the thought of being dead early has come many to my mind.
The matter is that i feel myself making self-negative thoughts that confuses me a lot and then try to convince myself that those were false and i must get rid of them.
I blame myself much and feel that i'm evil. For example i think of that i wish someone to dead or dead before me...i don't know why that!
or for sometime i thought that i make sex with sun or moon.
But i think that i have to get rid of these things because it's untrue.
I could't remember all things together.My head is full but i find it difficult to tell everything here and i wish you can help me.
Thanks.
Yeah,the thought of being dead early has come many to my mind.
The matter is that i feel myself making self-negative thoughts that confuses me a lot and then try to convince myself that those were false and i must get rid of them.
I blame myself much and feel that i'm evil. For example i think of that i wish someone to dead or dead before me...i don't know why that!
or for sometime i thought that i make sex with sun or moon.
But i think that i have to get rid of these things because it's untrue.
I could't remember all things together.My head is full but i find it difficult to tell everything here and i wish you can help me.
Thanks.