kelsischanging
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Wow, I can't believe I'm here again....I have SIed for the past five years but for the past 10 months, I have been doing really really well. But now here I am and am thinking about SI all the time. I know why too. I just started a new semester of college. I only have 3 semesters left until I get my bachelors degree but I don't know if I can make it.
This will be my 8th semester in a row as I have taken at least 12 credits(a full course load) the past two summers. In the past two summers I have only had a total of three weeks off from school. This semester I'm facing 19 credits which i had to get special permission to take because the maximum is 18 credits. I can't take time off because my mom pays for my education (which I am grateful for) and I live at home (again I'm grateful) but that will all end if I take off a semester...
I have been trying health coping mechanisms but they are not helping...tonight I even went so far as to try and talk to my mom about it but all she said is you don't have much longer and just hang in there and then she walked out even though I was crying. I have been obsessing about SI which is always the start for me... I'm writing this because I need advice, support whatever you can give me. What do I do when healthy coping mechanisms aren't working and I'm at my wits end. Thank-you for reading this!
This will be my 8th semester in a row as I have taken at least 12 credits(a full course load) the past two summers. In the past two summers I have only had a total of three weeks off from school. This semester I'm facing 19 credits which i had to get special permission to take because the maximum is 18 credits. I can't take time off because my mom pays for my education (which I am grateful for) and I live at home (again I'm grateful) but that will all end if I take off a semester...
I have been trying health coping mechanisms but they are not helping...tonight I even went so far as to try and talk to my mom about it but all she said is you don't have much longer and just hang in there and then she walked out even though I was crying. I have been obsessing about SI which is always the start for me... I'm writing this because I need advice, support whatever you can give me. What do I do when healthy coping mechanisms aren't working and I'm at my wits end. Thank-you for reading this!
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