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    "The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen."
    Elizabeth Kubler Ross, posted by David Baxter
Jun 22, 2005
well everything is back i am a bit ou tof controle and before anyone askes i spoke to my social worker and she was like ar eyou suicidal when i said no it was like okay than you can wait..it ticked me off soo much but nayway i have been cutting as a way to controle my eating disorder but in the rong way i am completly ou tof it i have no life now it is all about gym school.. if i eat i cut and then sleep i am real tiered of it all the worst thing is latly th elast time i cut it was pretty bad because i really thought that maybe i can change my mentality program myself to know that when i do anythign rong i cut is that noraml.. i am completly ou tof it i am isolated form the world the only things that know me are the machines at the gym otherwise i don,t talk to anyone i don't do anything with anybody i am no lonmguer controling myself my diseases are controling me and i am powerless to stop them..
yours trully ashley


Jul 19, 2005
Hi Ashley-Kate,

I can completely relate to feeling out of control and doing things to try and have control. I also can relate to the feeling of isolating. I know that it feels very unbearable right now but I know that it can and does get better. I am glad that you had the courage to come on here and open up to us. I know that it can be hard as well. I hope that you get the help that you need and that you deserve because you are a great person.

Take Care and you are in my thoughts and prayers.


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