Ashley-Kate
MVP
I don't want to live anymore. it sounds pathetic and stupid to say it like that yet it's true, i am tired of fighting the anorexia the depression the constant feeling that i am not good enough not thin enough not perfect enough.. I am sick of waking up in the morning and hating me.. I am tired and i feel lost nothing seems to make sense nothing seems to give me hope, i feel the world moving at the speed of light yet i am standing still.. i am only 24 and i am tired of living, My psychologist is on vacation for a month and the plans he made to assure my safety and for me to have someone during his absence back fired and i have no one.. i am simply exhausted.