xbeautifullyxbrokenx
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i am 15 and i have had depression for about one year now. and it really sucks!
at 1st i was just seeing the school counsellor... she is really nice and i still see her. but she had to call my mum because i had suicidal thoughts. I really wish that i hadnt have said anything to her and just kept the thoughts to my self! because now my life is 10x worse.
My mum has totally flipped out and watches me all the time. i have to sleep with my door open at night and i am only allowed 5 min to get changed!! i am not allowed to have private phone calls or go for walks by my self! and it really sucks!!<--- all this was following after she found what i was going to commit suicide with in my room!! i really wish she haddent found them! i wouldnt be here right now typing this, coz i would be dead!
i am quite happy to talk to the school counsellor, but all the other people that have become involved... i dont like them! i really hate going to psychiatrists, they are just weird and keep wanting me to go on medication! i dont want any medication. if it was up to me i wouldnt even be going to them.
but just because they wrecked plan A.... dont mean that there aint a plan B,C or D.
i see that i have a choice... to take my life or runnaway.
at 1st i was just seeing the school counsellor... she is really nice and i still see her. but she had to call my mum because i had suicidal thoughts. I really wish that i hadnt have said anything to her and just kept the thoughts to my self! because now my life is 10x worse.
My mum has totally flipped out and watches me all the time. i have to sleep with my door open at night and i am only allowed 5 min to get changed!! i am not allowed to have private phone calls or go for walks by my self! and it really sucks!!<--- all this was following after she found what i was going to commit suicide with in my room!! i really wish she haddent found them! i wouldnt be here right now typing this, coz i would be dead!
i am quite happy to talk to the school counsellor, but all the other people that have become involved... i dont like them! i really hate going to psychiatrists, they are just weird and keep wanting me to go on medication! i dont want any medication. if it was up to me i wouldnt even be going to them.
but just because they wrecked plan A.... dont mean that there aint a plan B,C or D.
i see that i have a choice... to take my life or runnaway.