All my reasons for not buying, seemed to just fly out the window.
It would be a good idea to find out why the window is open, and how best to close it.
Perhaps others would be interested in the number......the police. The dealer(s) is a slimebagI called the dealer
A lot of us feel that way, but the road to rock bottom is not a pleasant alternative.I don't know that I could face life without being able to escape as I do.
Food for thought...how much respect for you will she lose if you don't quit? Is you partner so severe that she can't offer compassion and assistance? If you both go to counselling, you both may be rewarded.when I ended up in rehab before, my relationship with my partner changed dramatically and I know that she will lose what little respect she has for me and we will not be able to salvage our relationship.
Addiction is ruthless. Its a free ticket to offend, steal, hurt, manipulate, lie, undermine, deceive, and most important, addiction allows one to justify and validate the aforementioned undesireable traits. Heres another kicker......"I am in control of the habit that controls me".
Nancy Reagan minimilized addiction in three easy words......."just say no".........what she didn't say was "how" to say "no".
Rock bottom is not a pleasant place to be, and you don't seem to be near it yet Des, but surprisingly, rock bottom does have a population of many who have readjusted their entire existance to accomodate it. They will crawl through miles of sewer just to beg to buy. The road to hell is paved with good intentions.