Hello, I am new to this forum.
I got a question that I hope someone can answer and if you cant understand everything, feel free to ask a question.
As little girl I often got beat up pretty bad by my parents. My reaction has been anger and I can count on my hand when I have attacked other that my parents. In public, I rarely attack others and manage to control myself quite well. Unfortunately other angry people, always get angry at me and I don't get angry at them.
Six years ago I started in a new class with just unknown folks. This one girl, did from day one, look angry at me. She tried to block me away from the social side of the class. But I just took that as a hint that I should not be with her and I got friends with those she did not have contact with. Throughout the years she was kind to almost everyone, except me.
Two years ago she attacked me, verbally. She screamed out something embarrassing about me into the whole class. My friends told me not to care, but I started to cry. The teacher got worried and I just told I got embarrassed by her. Thereby the teacher went over to her to ask why she did that. She got really angry and told the teacher that she was not a child and then she refused to talk. Now she stares at me with an angry look. This disturbs me, because no one has looked like that one me, except from a psychopath that threatened to kill me. Later this psychopath tricked a man to join him in the murders, torture and rape on two young girls. I do not have anything against her, I just want her to stop looking so angry at me and not provoking her to attack me. Also I heard her telling others that she was beat up by her dad as child, I do not know if that is the truth.
Because I do not really have any interest of her. I do not wish to attack her in any way. What should I do?
I got a question that I hope someone can answer and if you cant understand everything, feel free to ask a question.
As little girl I often got beat up pretty bad by my parents. My reaction has been anger and I can count on my hand when I have attacked other that my parents. In public, I rarely attack others and manage to control myself quite well. Unfortunately other angry people, always get angry at me and I don't get angry at them.
Six years ago I started in a new class with just unknown folks. This one girl, did from day one, look angry at me. She tried to block me away from the social side of the class. But I just took that as a hint that I should not be with her and I got friends with those she did not have contact with. Throughout the years she was kind to almost everyone, except me.
Two years ago she attacked me, verbally. She screamed out something embarrassing about me into the whole class. My friends told me not to care, but I started to cry. The teacher got worried and I just told I got embarrassed by her. Thereby the teacher went over to her to ask why she did that. She got really angry and told the teacher that she was not a child and then she refused to talk. Now she stares at me with an angry look. This disturbs me, because no one has looked like that one me, except from a psychopath that threatened to kill me. Later this psychopath tricked a man to join him in the murders, torture and rape on two young girls. I do not have anything against her, I just want her to stop looking so angry at me and not provoking her to attack me. Also I heard her telling others that she was beat up by her dad as child, I do not know if that is the truth.
Because I do not really have any interest of her. I do not wish to attack her in any way. What should I do?