Ashley-Kate
MVP
Hey there well I have not been here in quite some time.
Things aren't very good. My doctor seems to think that he can fix all of my problems by constantly increasing my medication and switching it every 2 or 3 months so. well I went from cipralex to citalopram to Prozac and now i am on Effexor. He has increased the dose from 37.5 to now 225 in less than 2 months - every week I see him he increases the dosage. I have no idea if its the right thing or what but I am starting to wonder because nothing is changing. I am severely depressed and to some extent suicidal, my anorexia and bulimia is very present so in general life sucks.
2 weeks ago my uncle committed suicide so that also plays in my mood being even more depressed yet I am sort of sick of feeling like some lab rat to my doctor's need to prescribe medication.
Things aren't very good. My doctor seems to think that he can fix all of my problems by constantly increasing my medication and switching it every 2 or 3 months so. well I went from cipralex to citalopram to Prozac and now i am on Effexor. He has increased the dose from 37.5 to now 225 in less than 2 months - every week I see him he increases the dosage. I have no idea if its the right thing or what but I am starting to wonder because nothing is changing. I am severely depressed and to some extent suicidal, my anorexia and bulimia is very present so in general life sucks.
2 weeks ago my uncle committed suicide so that also plays in my mood being even more depressed yet I am sort of sick of feeling like some lab rat to my doctor's need to prescribe medication.