Me and myself
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Altough I know I should not do it, today I want to cry. I think it will be good for me. I've been really needing it.
I have been able, somedays more than others, to put away all those feelings and memories that puts me down but, once in a while I brake. My feelings have been so messed up and I've been so obsessively trying to improve myself that I forgot to cry. Today I need it...
3 weeks have passed since I cut all the contact with her and, finally, I'm accepting that everything's over...and that hurts really bad.
I know she have done a few things that were not very respectful toward me and that is making me angry with her but, sincerely, I don't want to fell that way. Feeling angry with a girl after a relationship it was what I've been doing for many years by putting all the blame on their back. To me it's a sign of the past and I want to change into someone new and better.
I really don't know if she was aware about what she was doing...I don't want to forget that these things happend but I don't want to feel bitter about them.
I don't want to make any questions, just want to tell you how I'm feeling right now....
Thanks
Altough I know I should not do it, today I want to cry. I think it will be good for me. I've been really needing it.
I have been able, somedays more than others, to put away all those feelings and memories that puts me down but, once in a while I brake. My feelings have been so messed up and I've been so obsessively trying to improve myself that I forgot to cry. Today I need it...
3 weeks have passed since I cut all the contact with her and, finally, I'm accepting that everything's over...and that hurts really bad.
I know she have done a few things that were not very respectful toward me and that is making me angry with her but, sincerely, I don't want to fell that way. Feeling angry with a girl after a relationship it was what I've been doing for many years by putting all the blame on their back. To me it's a sign of the past and I want to change into someone new and better.
I really don't know if she was aware about what she was doing...I don't want to forget that these things happend but I don't want to feel bitter about them.
I don't want to make any questions, just want to tell you how I'm feeling right now....
Thanks