My psychologist is setting me up with someone one deals with eating disorders. Im not sure what to think. I feel like there is nothing wrong with me and im fine. Maybe I was just supposed to be small or better yet, maybe this is what my life is supposed to be. Im so confused, counfused about what I don't know. If I don't restrict then I eat junk and if I eat to much junk it goes back up. I get into these weird patterns. I don't know how to break them. hope this wasn't triggering or to graphic?