Heather
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I just can't seem to do anything about the way I feel, I just feel so down all the time and it is getting too hard to lift myself up at times, I appear to most to be coping but those that really know me are worried and I have some checking on me daily. I am going to T when I can and I am trying to hardest to get some sleep, even though the nightmares are bad at the moment. I just want to feel a little better, or at least stay the same, I am sick of getting worse, I just don't know what to do. I am not at the harming myself stage or anything and I won't do anything silly but I certainly am thinking awful thoughts atm. And the stupid thing is that I am seriously wishing that I coudl go into hospital on a break -- but I HATE hospital so this is a worry, lol!!
I really have no idea where I am going with this post but I just don't want to feel down anymore, and the sad thing is I have even managed to convince my psychologist and Doctor that I am doing well (I read the notes they wrote about me -- don't ask)!!! So now what am I going to do![Crying :cry: :cry:](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
Sorry I just really didn't know where else to turn atm...
Heather...
I really have no idea where I am going with this post but I just don't want to feel down anymore, and the sad thing is I have even managed to convince my psychologist and Doctor that I am doing well (I read the notes they wrote about me -- don't ask)!!! So now what am I going to do
Sorry I just really didn't know where else to turn atm...
Heather...