Hi Everyone
Well, I actually motivated myself to do some very brave things that force me not to spend all my days alone. I go to the bookstore and use their pay as you go internet sometimes so I can still check in with you all sometimes. I am starting to feel better. I joined a gym again and I am taking guitar lessons so it gets me out of the house and I have to talk to the teacher. So, I have had a little success and am not so lonely. Not a roaring success but a start......I still struggle with my moods but not as bad as before. Is that just a sign of depression do you think, one minute I am happy and the next minute I am crying over nothing then I am fine again two minutes later. Its very strange to be so emotionally labile, but hopefully that will get better in time.
I better get going, hope all is well with all of the moderators and everyone else, will see what others are up to on the forum before I go and hopefully check in again soon.
Well, I actually motivated myself to do some very brave things that force me not to spend all my days alone. I go to the bookstore and use their pay as you go internet sometimes so I can still check in with you all sometimes. I am starting to feel better. I joined a gym again and I am taking guitar lessons so it gets me out of the house and I have to talk to the teacher. So, I have had a little success and am not so lonely. Not a roaring success but a start......I still struggle with my moods but not as bad as before. Is that just a sign of depression do you think, one minute I am happy and the next minute I am crying over nothing then I am fine again two minutes later. Its very strange to be so emotionally labile, but hopefully that will get better in time.
I better get going, hope all is well with all of the moderators and everyone else, will see what others are up to on the forum before I go and hopefully check in again soon.