First off hello i'm new here so sorry about my poor choice for a thread title, here's a little bit about me, I'm a 22 year old male, currently working and going to school, me and my girlfriend met in school while she was still going and we were friends at first and moved from there.
We have been together for five years now and it seems things are getting worse, at first everything was fine but over the past few years her anger has been getting worse and I know it's my fault cause I do so many dumb and stupid things but we some how always make up and everything is fine, however
she will get mad at the littlest things and will end up throwing things or shoving things off a table and breaking them or like the other day she got mad cause of a way I made a sandwich and she poured her drink on the counter, recently she caught me looking at something on the computer and she got ticked and beat me and wouldn't let me go to sleep, I wasn't able to go to sleep until she fell asleep at five am
then later on in the day she woke me up and proceeded to pinch, scratch and punch me in the arm and now it's like nothing happend and were loving on each other etc, she also trys to change me in how I dress etc says she's the one who wears the pants and bosses me around all the time etc she also belittles me all the time and she said the reason why I walk the way I do the way I act and talk and stand is because I'm gay which I'm not,
she always calls me stupid and seems to think I'm some sort of ladies man or something and that I'm trying to get with other women which I'm not since she was my first girlfriend and my first in everything and I'm lucky to have her but with all these problems and everything I'm getting so stressed out and everything I almost want to kill myself or join one of the armed forces to get out of here.
I'm sorry for the really long post and I hope someone has some advice or help to give, thanks for Reading
We have been together for five years now and it seems things are getting worse, at first everything was fine but over the past few years her anger has been getting worse and I know it's my fault cause I do so many dumb and stupid things but we some how always make up and everything is fine, however
she will get mad at the littlest things and will end up throwing things or shoving things off a table and breaking them or like the other day she got mad cause of a way I made a sandwich and she poured her drink on the counter, recently she caught me looking at something on the computer and she got ticked and beat me and wouldn't let me go to sleep, I wasn't able to go to sleep until she fell asleep at five am
then later on in the day she woke me up and proceeded to pinch, scratch and punch me in the arm and now it's like nothing happend and were loving on each other etc, she also trys to change me in how I dress etc says she's the one who wears the pants and bosses me around all the time etc she also belittles me all the time and she said the reason why I walk the way I do the way I act and talk and stand is because I'm gay which I'm not,
she always calls me stupid and seems to think I'm some sort of ladies man or something and that I'm trying to get with other women which I'm not since she was my first girlfriend and my first in everything and I'm lucky to have her but with all these problems and everything I'm getting so stressed out and everything I almost want to kill myself or join one of the armed forces to get out of here.
I'm sorry for the really long post and I hope someone has some advice or help to give, thanks for Reading