I'm not sure it makes sense to me .. I have been on a fast snowball headed for ,,well maybe you know the rest of that saying.
The thing is this, in 2001 my daughter Verna M. Lewis was killed in an accident when a drunk ran her off the road,, anyway this last March 31 my sons daughter was born and he named her Verna M. Lewis I really was happy about his choice until I held my grand daughter in my arms I feel in love at first sight but afterwards I became totally confused or something and it is sitting on my head like a ton of bricks. I even done something so off the wall as to take the photo of my daughter that the hospital took at birth and put beside my grand daughter and took a picture, and yes there is a strong resemblence , coloring eyes ect...
I know in my head and heart she is my wonderful sweet grand daughter and that my own sweet baby girl has passed on to continue her journey from this side , but some where between my head and my heart I am stuck .
On a side note my brother Larry was killed this last August 2007 when the semi truck with a load of oil fleid pipe he was driving went off a soft shoulder and down a 20 foot embankment. and my other brother Wade was benefisary to the life insurance and his wife decided that in order to keep me or Larrys kids and grandkids from expecting a share ( none of us even thought that we would or should have any of the money) so she made abunch of bull**** lies in Wades ear and we have not spoke since 2 days before larrys furnral ,it's like I lost both my brothers .
The thing is this, in 2001 my daughter Verna M. Lewis was killed in an accident when a drunk ran her off the road,, anyway this last March 31 my sons daughter was born and he named her Verna M. Lewis I really was happy about his choice until I held my grand daughter in my arms I feel in love at first sight but afterwards I became totally confused or something and it is sitting on my head like a ton of bricks. I even done something so off the wall as to take the photo of my daughter that the hospital took at birth and put beside my grand daughter and took a picture, and yes there is a strong resemblence , coloring eyes ect...
I know in my head and heart she is my wonderful sweet grand daughter and that my own sweet baby girl has passed on to continue her journey from this side , but some where between my head and my heart I am stuck .
On a side note my brother Larry was killed this last August 2007 when the semi truck with a load of oil fleid pipe he was driving went off a soft shoulder and down a 20 foot embankment. and my other brother Wade was benefisary to the life insurance and his wife decided that in order to keep me or Larrys kids and grandkids from expecting a share ( none of us even thought that we would or should have any of the money) so she made abunch of bull**** lies in Wades ear and we have not spoke since 2 days before larrys furnral ,it's like I lost both my brothers .