Like i hate myself, My Body.. Almost everything. I got into a fight with my fiancee tonight ... Who by the way is my soul mate everything about her i absolutely love... anyway every other fight we at least worked it out before i left but tonight we didn't. She told me she had to re-think this situation and when i asked her what situation she said us. Then she said i think we got engaged too soon. The whole ride home i thought about driving myself into a tree and then thought about who would actually care? Her last words to me tonight we're "I'm trying to study and i can't get anything done with you here" Then i walked out and sped off. I'm sitting home right now and i've never really had these thoughts before and the only thing keeping me from cutting is the fact that i've done it 2 times before and my Fiancee said if i ever did it again she'd leave me.. My Fiancee used to SI for close to 7 years. I've never ever felt like this.. I just want her to care. I want her to see my arm cut up and just care.. I WANT TO MATTER!. I Hate feeling this way.
- Thread starter Steven.H
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You do matter Steven. And I hope you were able to keep yourself safe. You're hurting yourself in any way will not make Mia care for you more than she already does. It will just serve to hurt you.
I hope the feeling to self-injure has passed. If not, I'm posted the links to a couple of threads that I hope will help you stay safe.
Self-Injury Crisis Survival Skills - What to do with SI urges - Psychlinks Psychology Self-Help & Mental Health Support Forum
Self-help ideas for people who self-injure - Psychlinks Psychology Self-Help & Mental Health Support Forum
I hope the feeling to self-injure has passed. If not, I'm posted the links to a couple of threads that I hope will help you stay safe.
Self-Injury Crisis Survival Skills - What to do with SI urges - Psychlinks Psychology Self-Help & Mental Health Support Forum
Self-help ideas for people who self-injure - Psychlinks Psychology Self-Help & Mental Health Support Forum
David Baxter PhD
Late Founder
As bad as you feel right now, Steven, you cannot blackmail someone into doing what you want her to do or feeling what she doesn't feel.
You cannot have a relationship where the only one happy about it is you.
This would be a good time for you to see a counsellor about your fears and grief.
You cannot have a relationship where the only one happy about it is you.
This would be a good time for you to see a counsellor about your fears and grief.
forgetmenot
MVP
i hope you are feeling better Steven just give your financee some space give her room to think and please do not harm yourself it will only cause more negative feedback from mia stay safe and yes it is time to get some professional councilling it will help you and your relationship with mia take care Mary
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