briochick
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Right, so, in the ongoing saga that is my attempt to get my headaches cured the neurologist (here in Korea) has now prescribed me a topirmate )at 25mg twice a day), milnacipran, elavil, and two PRNs (I can't tell you the amounts because the pharmacist didn't write the mg on the package this time).
I haven't stopped taking my Welbutrin even though he's suggested it two or three times. I don't think the nuerologist presently realizes that I haven't taken his advice.
He's also prescribed me something for RLS which I've never taken because I DON'T HAVE RLS.
There was this rather lengthy conversation in which he tried to convince me that depression/anxiety/psychosis(?), fibriomialgia (which he thinks I have and some of the prescriptions are for, though I'm quite dubious about since I only have neck pain and occasional hip pain which is generally fixed by a visit to the chiropractor), RLS, and migraines were all really just from the same thing (migraines) and in which I tried to tell him that I was ADHD and I *do* have depression and that though, yes, I also have migraines I don't have these other things and he just nodded and ignored me and wrote out prescriptions.
I'm entirely convinced that he thinks I'm a stupid American and that nearly all side effects only happen if you tell people about them, so of course he's told me that all the meds he's given me are safe and have no side effects and fine and "you are normal" and I HATE THOSE WORDS. I don't think he has any clue that my likelihood of flushing everything he prescribes me increases exponentially with every time he tells me I'm normal. I tried to trust him and took the meds anyways, without looking up their side effects.
In the last two weeks, since he started prescribing the second and third medicine, let me tell you what has been happening to me:
~I have cried at least five times
~Each day I feel like crying more than I did the previous day
~I've been thirsty all day
~When I work out my heart beats furiously (I've been working out nearly ~every day for a year, this is uncommon).
~When I work out my body goose-bumps like I'm freezing and I sweat...oddly ~and it stays like that for a good half an hour after my work out is over
~I've been getting cold easily
~Coldness in my hands and tingling in my feet
~Virtigo
~My back itches, a lot, my arms are itchy too
~Slight bits of nausea
~Vision is sometimes off (can't explain it better)
~My spelling is getting progressively worse, this is disturbing as I was an ~English major at my University, I shouldn't need a second-grader to correct my spelling.
~Nightmares
~Paranoia
~Anxiety aside from the paranoia
~Bowel problems (uncommon since I eat a ton of fiber and drink a lot of water)
~Overheating really quickly
~Genital pain (I'm not sexually active and have good hygiene so this, like, nearly *never* happens to me)
~I woke up this morning shaking, in the MORNING. I'm a morning person. I work out in the mornings. I climb mountains in the mornings. I do not sit in my chair shaking and trying to pull myself together before work, even when I'm depressed.
Now, I was thinking, why? At first I thought I was just stressed because I'll be moving very soon, but I moved here and started this job and that was way more traumatic than moving home and I never had problems like this. Yesterday I started thinking it was one of the meds so I stopped taking all of them. Talked to my mother on Skype, while bawling, during my lunch break. She suggested that I keep taking the topirmate since that's not good to just stop taking but when I looked up the side effects of the others she suggested I *do* stop taking those.
Now, I would like to call the Dr. and tell him what's going on, but he'll want me to come in again, and he'll want to either give me a different dosage of the same meds or try new meds on me, because I am his guinea pig and in this culture he doesn't have to listen to me. But, if I don't than no one will know that these drugs have had these effects on one more person, and yet, I doubt he would report or record their effects anyway because knew I was sensitive with the topirmate but he chose to prescribe these. At this point I'm beginning to feel it would almost be worth it to have the headaches...:hissyfit:
Comments or suggestions are greatly welcomed.
I haven't stopped taking my Welbutrin even though he's suggested it two or three times. I don't think the nuerologist presently realizes that I haven't taken his advice.
He's also prescribed me something for RLS which I've never taken because I DON'T HAVE RLS.
There was this rather lengthy conversation in which he tried to convince me that depression/anxiety/psychosis(?), fibriomialgia (which he thinks I have and some of the prescriptions are for, though I'm quite dubious about since I only have neck pain and occasional hip pain which is generally fixed by a visit to the chiropractor), RLS, and migraines were all really just from the same thing (migraines) and in which I tried to tell him that I was ADHD and I *do* have depression and that though, yes, I also have migraines I don't have these other things and he just nodded and ignored me and wrote out prescriptions.
I'm entirely convinced that he thinks I'm a stupid American and that nearly all side effects only happen if you tell people about them, so of course he's told me that all the meds he's given me are safe and have no side effects and fine and "you are normal" and I HATE THOSE WORDS. I don't think he has any clue that my likelihood of flushing everything he prescribes me increases exponentially with every time he tells me I'm normal. I tried to trust him and took the meds anyways, without looking up their side effects.
In the last two weeks, since he started prescribing the second and third medicine, let me tell you what has been happening to me:
~I have cried at least five times
~Each day I feel like crying more than I did the previous day
~I've been thirsty all day
~When I work out my heart beats furiously (I've been working out nearly ~every day for a year, this is uncommon).
~When I work out my body goose-bumps like I'm freezing and I sweat...oddly ~and it stays like that for a good half an hour after my work out is over
~I've been getting cold easily
~Coldness in my hands and tingling in my feet
~Virtigo
~My back itches, a lot, my arms are itchy too
~Slight bits of nausea
~Vision is sometimes off (can't explain it better)
~My spelling is getting progressively worse, this is disturbing as I was an ~English major at my University, I shouldn't need a second-grader to correct my spelling.
~Nightmares
~Paranoia
~Anxiety aside from the paranoia
~Bowel problems (uncommon since I eat a ton of fiber and drink a lot of water)
~Overheating really quickly
~Genital pain (I'm not sexually active and have good hygiene so this, like, nearly *never* happens to me)
~I woke up this morning shaking, in the MORNING. I'm a morning person. I work out in the mornings. I climb mountains in the mornings. I do not sit in my chair shaking and trying to pull myself together before work, even when I'm depressed.
Now, I was thinking, why? At first I thought I was just stressed because I'll be moving very soon, but I moved here and started this job and that was way more traumatic than moving home and I never had problems like this. Yesterday I started thinking it was one of the meds so I stopped taking all of them. Talked to my mother on Skype, while bawling, during my lunch break. She suggested that I keep taking the topirmate since that's not good to just stop taking but when I looked up the side effects of the others she suggested I *do* stop taking those.
Now, I would like to call the Dr. and tell him what's going on, but he'll want me to come in again, and he'll want to either give me a different dosage of the same meds or try new meds on me, because I am his guinea pig and in this culture he doesn't have to listen to me. But, if I don't than no one will know that these drugs have had these effects on one more person, and yet, I doubt he would report or record their effects anyway because knew I was sensitive with the topirmate but he chose to prescribe these. At this point I'm beginning to feel it would almost be worth it to have the headaches...:hissyfit:
Comments or suggestions are greatly welcomed.