Not an Addict

[Atlantean]

I recently became aware that I had to stop drinking. It hit me like a ton of bricks, and I have since written a 2900 word e-book chronicling the ways in which substance abusers live in denial of the fact they have a problem with substances and how they can so often miss the forest for the trees and not see what everyone around them can generally see so clearly.

I am looking into starting a support group for people who are aware they have substance abuse issues, but arent geared towards an AA/NA environment. (This includes myself, as I for one am not an alcoholic, I refuse to say I am powerless over my abuse, since I have stopped it and I also refuse to surrender to a "Higher Power" as I believe I am in absolute control of every aspect of my life). I believe there are many people out there who need or want support, but are turned off by the AA/NA approach and could use a different outlet for support.

I absolutely believe you can have a substance abuse problem without being addicted to the substance, and I think that thats why so many people are turned off by society's general thinking that if you have a problem with substance abuse, you are automatically labeled an alcoholic or an addict. This is simply not the case and is generally the easiest way to block any avenue of communication with the abuser, when you start slinging terms like that around.

I have abused alcohol off and on (mostly on) for 11 years, but I was never addicted to it. During a brief 6 week phase of drug use, I knew a few people who were able to manage their drug usage responsibly, and werent addicted but simply abused them recreationally. Despite my heavy usage of just about every substance under the sun during this period when I most likely should have died, I never became addicted though I was most certainly abusing substances.

All drug or alcohol abusers are not addicts, and I think when you pigeon-hole them into that corner, thats why they become so defensive and resistant to the idea that they could even have a problem at all. If they dont see themselves or they arent addicted to whatever substance, its quite easy to rationalize away the problem that everyone but the abuser can see exists.

I guess the point of this post, is you or a loved one has a substance abuse problem, simply avoiding the words 'alcoholic' and 'addict' may get you a lot more leeway in getting around to them (or admitting to yourself) that there is in fact a problem.

Unfortunately, most substance abusers (myself included) will have to hit bottom before they are able to have that revelation that they can no longer use whatever they have been using. More often than not, much will have been lost, broken, or damaged due to the use of the substance in question before this can happen.

This is just my two cents regarding the world of substance abuse and recovery.

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[ladylore]

I refer to myself as being in recovery. Your right, the 12-steps don't work for everyone and they do work for some. Thankfully there are many more programs these days that have different points of view. There are SMART, Women for Sobriety and others.

You may want to do a search under 12-step alternatives to see what already exists in your area.

Personally, I am now 2 and a half years clean and sober. I have taken bits and pieces from several view points and made my own 'program'. We all have different needs and what works can differ for each individual.

How long have you been clean and sober?
What has worked for you to keep yourself on that path?

Congrats

 

[Atlantean]

well I just had my revelation three days ago, but my son is what works for me and keeps me on my path. He was actually indirectly responsible for the revelation occuring in the first place, as I woke up one morning (after a black-out night) and walked into the living room to see that I had apparently fallen and broken his swing. Its one of his favorite things, and I knew it wouldnt have happened if I hadnt been drinking. The fact that Id broken one of his favorite toys (which I did later end up being able to fix, thankfully) was just too much. Then everything Ive gone through because of alcohol just flooded my head and I knew I had to stop drinking.

I went through a very brief phase where I was angry at myself for not recognizing that I had a problem sooner because of everything I went through due to my alcohol use, but that passed, and I realized that what mattered was here and now.

Thanks for the references, I wasnt aware thedre already were other recovery programs other than AA/NA. Ill look into my area to see what we have.

Thanks for your response.

 

[David Baxter PhD]

Even where an individual is an addict or alcoholic by objective criteria, it isn't always the most helpful strategy to label the individual that way. "Problem drinker" or "substance abuser" may be more easily heard... or not. How you can best approach someone with concerns about substance use is, I think, something that should be tailored to the individual and individual circumstances.

I know that some addictions counsellors seem to take the view that you are either an addict or an addict in denial but I'm not convinced that's very helpful to most people, even if they are in denial.

For many people, just being able to recognize that their alcohol or drug use has become habitual and to some extent outside their direct control may be reason enough to take steps to change that.

 

[ladylore]

We also have an Abstinence Support thread here too that you are more then welcome to join in on. You can find it in the Addictive Behaviours section too.

Take it one day at a time.

I am proud of you.

 

[Atlantean]

Even where an individual is an addict or alcoholic by objective criteria, it isn't always the most helpful strategy to label the individual that way. "Problem drinker" or "substance abuser" may be more easily heard... or not. How you can best approach someone with concerns about substance use is, I think, something that should be tailored to the individual and individual circumstances.

I know that some addictions counsellors seem to take the view that you are either an addict or an addict in denial but I'm not convinced that's very helpful to most people, even if they are in denial.

For many people, just being able to recognize that their alcohol or drug use has become habitual and to some extent outside their direct control may be reason enough to take steps to change that.

I agree with what you said, but the group of people I am referring to arent the ones who cant control their drug use, but see no reason why they shouldnt be able to get drunk or high when it suits them. I am not referring to people who have lost their ability to control, just the ones that cant see that they need to not drink, even when its still their choice and bad habit or compulsion at worst.

 

[ladylore]

I see it like this - No I am not powerless. I can make choices and that gives me power.

And - drugs and alcohol are bigger then me and I needed some assistance to help put them in their rightful place. They just are not safe for me to use.

IMHO

 

[David Baxter PhD]

Absolutely. Sometimes there are health issues that make it a bad idea. Sometimes it's about who you become when you use - or how you affect people around you.

 

[Atlantean]

I guess mostly because I take self-empowerment to an unhealthy extreme, I refuse to believe there is anything more powerful than me. Im a very strong-willed person, and generally once I set my mind on something, its set in stone.

Im very thankful, and very fortunate that I do not experience things the way so many others do, I think if I didnt have the mindset I would have become an addict all those years ago, and I would never have had the realization that I do now.

I believe we are all in absolute control of our lives and have full responsibility for where we put ourselves. But then again, I would never expect or imagine anyone else to live to the standards Im compulsed to live by, because there isnt much room for self-forgiveness when anything bad happens, and you take the responsibility for everything bad that you have ever done or thats been done to you, or every time someones hurt you, etc.. Its not an easy way to live, but it was the only way I could keep myself from ever being a victim again. I blame myself for everything, I took all the power away from the rest of the world, and placed it squarely on my shoulders.
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[Jackie]

I see it like this - No I am not powerless. I can make choices and that gives me power.

And - drugs and alcohol are bigger then me and I needed some assistance to help put them in their rightful place. They just are not safe for me to use.

IMHO

I know this might sound a bit over the top but I really feel alcohol should be restricted more or even banned for sale in some shops, its has killed two of my friends and recked others lives that I know. It is a dangerous drug and its so freely available here. Walk into any shop and its there, public houses are open 24/7 in some cases too, people sit in public houses all day here just "getting drunk" or just go to the local store or superstore and get more, even the ice cream man where I live sells the stuff, though everyone keeps quiet about that one!. Anyway great post Atlantean and well done for staying clean to both of you

 

[David Baxter PhD]

I think prohibition has been tried and failed abjectly. I believe that education and raising awareness is likely to be more successful - rather than taking away choice, encourage responsible choice.

But it's a very complicated issue - socially, legally, politically, even morally to an extent.

In Canada, no individual under the age of 19 can purchase cigarettes or alcohol - but any child in primary school can buy pot and other street drugs in the schoolyard or just around the corner. How much sense does that make?

 

[Atlantean]

I know this might sound a bit over the top but I really feel alcohol should be restricted more or even banned for sale in some shops, its has killed two of my friends and recked others lives that I know. It is a dangerous drug and its so freely available here. Walk into any shop and its there, public houses are open 24/7 in some cases too, people sit in public houses all day here just "getting drunk" or just go to the local store or superstore and get more, even the ice cream man where I live sells the stuff, though everyone keeps quiet about that one!. Anyway great post Atlantean and well done for staying clean to both of you

I know there are a lot of people who think it should be banned, and I can certainly see why you would feel that way, after everything you have witnessed it do.

I guess my perception is just because I cant handle drinking, doesnt mean the rest of the world cant handle theirs. I know there are a lot of states (including Virginia, where I live) that are really cracking down on alcohol related crimes like DUI, and I think thats a good thing.

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I think prohibition has been tried and failed abjectly. I believe that education and raising awareness is likely to be more successful - rather than taking away choice, encourage responsible choice.

But it's a very complicated issue - socially, legally, politically, even morally to an extent.

In Canada, no individual under the age of 19 can purchase cigarettes or alcohol - but any child in primary school can buy pot and other street drugs in the schoolyard or just around the corner. How much sense does that make?

I agree, but really would education make that much of a difference? Smokers all know that it causes lung cancer and are aware of the negative health effects, drinkers are too. It doesnt stop them from smoking or drinking.

 

[David Baxter PhD]

would education make that much of a difference? Smokers all know that it causes lung cancer and are aware of the negative health effects, drinkers are too. It doesnt stop them from smoking or drinking.

It's not so much about changing current smokers or drinkers - it's more about changing the attitudes of children and teens growing up now. For example, I think raising awareness about impaired driving and the campaigns aimed at arranging for designated drivers has had a noticeable impact on younger drivers in this part of the world, although it may have had little or no impact on some adults.

But as I said, it's a complicated issue...

 

[Atlantean]

I actually just called the local high school to see about giving a talk on the dangers and pitfalls of substance use and abuse. So I do agree.

 

[David Baxter PhD]

Good stuff... :2thumbs:

 

[Halo]

Atlantean,

That is great that you are looking into giving a talk at the local high school...good job :2thumbs:

I tried AA and stuck with it faithfully for 3 years before I got older and wiser (yes I was quite young when I joined) and realized that although I have an addictive personality, alcohol is not one of them. There were other reasons
that AA didn't work for me either but that is a completely different topic.

One thing though was that I did do a lot of speaking engagements and that left me very empowered hoping that others heard my message and took at least a little of what I was saying to heart.

Great decision on looking for 12 Step Alternatives.

 

[Jackie]

I agree, but really would education make that much of a difference? Smokers all know that it causes lung cancer and are aware of the negative health effects, drinkers are too. It doesnt stop them from smoking or drinking.

I don't think education really works. You can tell people about the dangers of drinking, smoking and anything else, you can show them the most graphic films of what it does to their bodies, how it wrecks their internal organs and they will still do it! In the last place I lived the man in the flat under me had cancer due to smoking, I won't go into details about the type and the operation he had, but do you know when he recovered he started smoking again, knowing full well the dangers, its what people are like, no amount of leaflets, TV campaigns or whatever are going to make any difference to "most" people , because I think its just human nature that people think, it won't affect me, alot of people think they are immune from cancer and addiction and just go on doing what they do. Just my opinion on this.

 

[David Baxter PhD]

I don't think education really works. You can tell people about the dangers of drinking, smoking and anything else, you can show them the most graphic films of what it does to their bodies, how it wrecks their internal organs and they will still do it! In the last place I lived the man in the flat under me had cancer due to smoking, I won't go into details about the type and the operation he had, but do you know when he recovered he started smoking again, knowing full well the dangers, its what people are like, no amount of leaflets, TV campaigns or whatever are going to make any difference to "most" people , because I think its just human nature that people think, it won't affect me, alot of people think they are immune from cancer and addiction and just go on doing what they do. Just my opinion on this.

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[Atlantean]

I don't think education really works. You can tell people about the dangers of drinking, smoking and anything else, you can show them the most graphic films of what it does to their bodies, how it wrecks their internal organs and they will still do it! In the last place I lived the man in the flat under me had cancer due to smoking, I won't go into details about the type and the operation he had, but do you know when he recovered he started smoking again, knowing full well the dangers, its what people are like, no amount of leaflets, TV campaigns or whatever are going to make any difference to "most" people , because I think its just human nature that people think, it won't affect me, alot of people think they are immune from cancer and addiction and just go on doing what they do. Just my opinion on this.

You know, I dont even think its that they think they are immune or it wont happen, I think that because its such a long time down the road, they figure they will stop by then, or they just dont care. I was talking to someone one time about how bad smoking is (Im a smoker, too), and their outlook was they would rather die happy after50 years of smoking, than to live ou the worst parts of the remainder of a healthy life dealing with old age problems and issues. So there are many reasons, who will ever know. I was just telling my mom this morning though, that I think the cigarettes are going to be the next thing to go... so wish me luck on that one. I just enjoy smoking. Giving that one up will be much harder for me than drinking, because its something Ive done off and on (mostly on) every day since I was fourteen. Granted, Im not a heavy smoker, but I find that my psychological stressors that trigger me to smoke at times are very powerful. LOL, maybe I can start a CA group. (Cigarettes Anonymous). :jiggy:

 

[Jackie]

You know, I dont even think its that they think they are immune or it wont happen, I think that because its such a long time down the road, they figure they will stop by then, or they just dont care. I was talking to someone one time about how bad smoking is (Im a smoker, too), and their outlook was they would rather die happy after50 years of smoking, than to live ou the worst parts of the remainder of a healthy life dealing with old age problems and issues. So there are many reasons, who will ever know. I was just telling my mom this morning though, that I think the cigarettes are going to be the next thing to go... so wish me luck on that one. I just enjoy smoking. Giving that one up will be much harder for me than drinking, because its something Ive done off and on (mostly on) every day since I was fourteen. Granted, Im not a heavy smoker, but I find that my psychological stressors that trigger me to smoke at times are very powerful. LOL, maybe I can start a CA group. (Cigarettes Anonymous). :jiggy:

Thats a very good point about people wanting to die happy and not have to deal with the issues of old age, alot of people do seem to be happy and enjoy it. Good luck with giving it up. I use to smoke from about 11 years of age till I was 25, had a hard time giving it up but it was worth it, found better things to do with the money! The CA group sounds a good idea