Well as I reported in a previous topic I had started taking this medication revia which was supposed to block the high I got from self harming, and It may have done that however it did not take away my urge to want to do it.
I saw my doctor today and we both agreed that this medication was doing no good, I feel like this was my last hope and now that it has failed I feel like I'm never going to stop self harming.
It's like It ownes me and I don't know what else to do, combine that with the fact my doctor says he dosen't know what else he can do for me he said his last answer was the revia.
I asked if there were any programs in ottawa that could help me but he said no, which pisses me off I live in a city that has a psych hospital and yet no help or programs for self harmers.
Anyway I feel lost pissed off and confused and fearful about what my future has in store thanks for listening.
I saw my doctor today and we both agreed that this medication was doing no good, I feel like this was my last hope and now that it has failed I feel like I'm never going to stop self harming.
It's like It ownes me and I don't know what else to do, combine that with the fact my doctor says he dosen't know what else he can do for me he said his last answer was the revia.
I asked if there were any programs in ottawa that could help me but he said no, which pisses me off I live in a city that has a psych hospital and yet no help or programs for self harmers.
Anyway I feel lost pissed off and confused and fearful about what my future has in store thanks for listening.