Success depends on recognising opportunity when it presents itself.- Benjamin Disraeli
I am beginning to struggle with who I am and how I relate to others as much as society.
A good example is relationships with women. Apart from slight negative body image, and bad fashion sense.
I have got to the stage where I pull away because of internal conflict.
I feel annoyed at how I am suppose to be 'lucky' or likewise that I am an 'idiot' if I do not seize the opportunity.
I suppose if I am being truthful I struggle with how I relate to people, recognising the other person's will.
I suppose also I have become scared of being happy? Becuase I can get hurt if I get too close to people.