Have you told your bf you are considering suicide. That is the first thing I would do. Next is, to sit back and think about why you would kill yourself over a man who says he loves you and you say treats you right. Then ask yourself why you feel the need to do something so drastic.
And no matter what I think you should see a dr. Even your family dr or something and just let him know what is happening and the feelings you are having.
I am not a dr, but I have had these feelings myself and I know that with talking with anyone at all you trust, family, friends, dr or anyone it really helps.
If you need to talk anytime you can email me at
cathy.penrice@gmail.com
Anytime
And no matter what I think you should see a dr. Even your family dr or something and just let him know what is happening and the feelings you are having.
I am not a dr, but I have had these feelings myself and I know that with talking with anyone at all you trust, family, friends, dr or anyone it really helps.
If you need to talk anytime you can email me at
cathy.penrice@gmail.com
Anytime
