I am feeling sad again. even though I don't get into really deep depressions, well I have only once and I'm not sure how deep it really was. I guess it was the worst I had ever been, but compared to others I dont know if it was that deep. Either way, I tend to get this feeling of emptyness and sadness. I feel sad about my whole life. I hate work (dont mean to obsess), im trying to live in the moment with exercises etc... right now though I'm dreading tomorrow, Monday and I just feel sad. I seem to get worse at night. In the morning I have some energy and then all of a sudden I'm down again. the only way I can describe how I feel is sadness. I don't want to cry or anything, I mean I wish I would (I have not cried for about 8 years) but I am sad.